n0 m00d t0day...

really no mood today...dun noe y...mayb no he accompany me...

every week he will cum bck to hometown,to accompany me...

but today,he say he din cum bck,n go out wif his fren adi...

feeling very lonely n boring...y i wil feel this d...???

i hate tht feel la...

who can gv s0me energy t0 wake up nw...??

i really cant tahan d boring n lonely feel...!!!!

i want him nw,but i know i wouldnt gt it...

i hv try my best to b m0re relax...

i hv on my pc,my radio oso sms wif my fren...

y i still cant become m0re OK d...???

tmr is our 1st anniversary...he is nt around me...

n i know i wont hv any suprise from him...

abit sad...but nth can do...

my b'day,valentine day,1st anniversary,... .... ...

many many special day, he is oso nt around me... ...

y??

sum time i nid him when this special day cuming...

although he hv no suprise, no present 4 me....

bt i still hapi when he is wif me...

y i jz can imazing tht he is here???

y i cant spend all this special day like other couple??

y always like this...???

feeling SAD...bt cant let him know...

i nid him NOW... ...is NOW... ...

i noe i wont succes to do it...

jz hv to spend d time alone...

jz me 1 person pass all this day...

SADNESS + HEART BLOODING = CRYING

GOD PLZ HELP ME... ...

I DUN 1 TO B LONELY ON 1ST ANNIVERSARY...

PLZ.......plz........plz............